May 24, 2012
My hard lessons keep getting better. It’s like God is gonna drive this one in till it knocks me over the head with a 2×4!
Stacey had her RDAP interview last week and is scheduled to start the next class. She will be moving from the other dorm and there is an empty bunk in my alley. There is a very good chance we will be living just a few bunks apart.
I don’t’ think this is going to be a problem. We don’t have any ill feeling for each other and we even speak on occasion.
But its’ still like God has a sense of humor. Not only did He want us to forgive and reconcile with each other, but He wants us to have a relationship. IT’s gonna be tough – but all things are possible with God!
I know God’s still got some things to teach me in regards to this lesson cause otherwise, this wouldn’t be a big deal. But for some reason, I am uneasy about it.
I’m just gonna be me – and hope and pray that this program works for her.
** 2 Days Later **
She did move into my alley. And I’ve already had to stand up for her once. Some of the girls were talking before she got here about how she wasn’t gonna make it and this was gonna be bad having her live here. And I went and shut down the gossip. I told them to give her a chance.
I was a little surprised at myself. But I couldn’t let them talk like that. Everyone deserves a chance. And this program is all about change. And she wants to change, just like the rest of us.