Last night while laying awake at 3:00 am (they are rarely quiet when they come in to count and they shine flash lights in your eyes). I was talking to my best friend, let me repharse that I was complaining to my best friend about why He hadn’t answered a prayer that I have been praying since last summer. And quickly He made me realize something. If I was to be completely honest I would have to say that me praying about the same “problem” over and over for months has drawn me closer to the Lord. The “problem” has cause much pain in my life which has made me seek out my Healer, the “problem” has taken my best friend from me which has made me search and find Jesus as my new one. The “problem” has caused me to get on my face before my God for months in the search for a new me in order to never be the person that caused the “problem” again. Truth is the “problem” has truely been a blessing that has brought me to a new place I never knew I was strong enough to go before. And honestly if God was to answer my prayer and solve my “problem” He would run the risk of me not spending as much time with Him, me not rely only Him for my future anymore. So I’ll keep praying my prayer. Seeking my God. And giving Him my “problem”. Until, He sees that it’s time to answer. And the “problem” it’s self needs alot of work. So I will sit back enjoy this Joy and wait on God. While He surely waits on me to grow and become even more than I already have!!! I heard a beautiful song today. Andrew Peterson–Dancing in the Minefields–“This is harder than we dreamed but that’s what the promise is for!!! Still keeping the Hope!!!