I had an interview for the puppy training program today. I was very nervous. I haven’t applied for a job in over 2 years. My people skills are not what they used to be. I used to be able to sell myself at anything I applied for. I was good at what I did and I had the skills and experience to do the work I did. But I am really disappointed in myself. The interview was not easy. Maybe it was because I didn’t know the extent of the position I was applying for. I thought they just trained the puppies. I wasn’t expecting a lot of the questions they asked. And I didn’t know answers to some. It bothers me that I was so nervous. I kinda feel like I am getting stupider! My social skills are getting worse. I have been taken out of society and I don’t get to practice professionalism anymore. I have only been locked up for 14 months and I am already forgetting how to interact with professional people. This is not good. I can only imagine what I will be like when I get out of here! I need to find a way to improve my speech and my job skills….. and not forget the proper way!!