Shauna came to see me today and she said I needed to write more. She said she still gets questions about how a sweet little Christian girl, like myself is doing 7 years at a federal prison. And now that I am sentenced, I can go into more details about how I got wrapped up-tangled up- and tied up in the drug world.
I remember the summer that I first tried meth. It was the summer I turned 19. I remember that summer because it was my last year as a camper at Sooner Youth Camp. I remember stopping by the “dope man’s” house on my way to camp in Oklahoma. He sent me with a glass pipe that was loaded with meth, ready to smoke. So off I go to church camp with drugs in my glove box. Of course I did not use them while I was at camp. But I had them and that was bad enough. But I didn’t think about it then. Camp was amazing!!! I left on a spiritual high and I wanted to go share my spiritual high with the dope man. I didn’t share my high with him, I traded my spiritual high for a temporary high on drugs. I let the devil take over from there and I didn’t even think twice about being at church camp just the week before. All the devil needs is a foothold. And I opened the door wide for him to come right in!