I had an interview for the puppy training program today. I was very nervous. I haven’t applied for a job in over 2 years. My people skills are not what they used to be. I used to be able to sell myself at anything I applied for. I was good at what I did and I had the skills and experience to do the work I did. But I am really disappointed in myself. The interview was not easy. Maybe it was because I didn’t know the extent of the position I was applying for. I thought they just trained the puppies. I wasn’t expecting a lot of the questions they asked. And I didn’t know answers to some. It bothers me that I was so nervous. I kinda feel like I am getting stupider! My social skills are getting worse. I have been taken out of society and I don’t get to practice professionalism anymore. I have only been locked up for 14 months and I am already forgetting how to interact with professional people. This is not good. I can only imagine what I will be like when I get out of here! I need to find a way to improve my speech and my job skills….. and not forget the proper way!!
You are good girl, don’t be so hard on yourself, if anyone can be proper…it’s you darlin!