I had an interview for the puppy training program today.  I was very nervous.  I haven’t applied for a  job in over 2 years.  My people skills are not what they used to be.  I used to be able to sell myself at anything I applied for.  I was good at what I did and I had the skills and experience to do the work I did.  But I am really disappointed in myself.  The interview was not easy.  Maybe it was because I didn’t know the extent of the position I was applying for.  I thought they just trained the puppies.  I wasn’t expecting a lot of the questions they asked.  And I didn’t know answers to some.  It bothers me that I was so nervous.  I kinda feel like I am getting stupider!  My social skills are getting worse.  I have been taken out of society and I don’t get to practice professionalism anymore.  I have only been locked up for 14 months and I am already forgetting how to interact with professional people.  This is not good.  I can only imagine what I will be like when I get out of here!  I need to find a way to improve my speech and my job skills….. and not forget the proper way!!