Tangled Up In Drugs 9/12/09

Shauna came to see me today and she said I needed to write more.  She said she still gets questions about how a sweet little Christian girl, like myself is doing 7 years at a federal prison.  And now that I am sentenced, I can go into more details about how I got wrapped up-tangled up- and tied up in the drug world.

I remember the summer that I first tried meth.  It was the summer I turned 19.  I remember that summer because it was my last year as a camper at Sooner Youth Camp.  I remember stopping by the “dope man’s” house on my way to camp in Oklahoma.  He sent me with a glass pipe that was loaded with meth, ready to smoke.  So off I go to church camp with drugs in my glove box.  Of course I did not use them while I was at camp.  But I had them and that was bad enough.  But I didn’t think about it then.  Camp was amazing!!!  I left on a spiritual high and I wanted to go share my spiritual high with the dope man.  I didn’t share my high with him, I traded my spiritual high for a temporary high on drugs.  I let the devil take over from there and I didn’t even think twice about being at church camp just the week before.  All the devil needs is a foothold.  And I opened the door wide for him to come right in!

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